Let your teacher be LOVE
itself Love
drives you mad from revelation to revelation through ordeal after ordeal until humble and broken you are carried tenderly into the heart of the rose.
Surrender
to God / Islam is only actualized after you have become a spiritual orphan and
the earth becomes your home. The signs / ayats are when beloveds question your
devotion and friends leave your side...I am reminded of the Prophet Ayub whose
wife left him but God did not...
The
currency of the path is intensely bitter yet sweet pain...Even sweet smelling
roses have thorns and bugs...
If
we strive to become roses for God then I guess the thorns and bugs are part of
the package...
You will notice that Hazrat
Mevlana Rumi is a constant touchstone on this blog. Since, towards the end of my
stay in Turkey I made an emotional pilgrimage to Konya.
Words cannot describe the deep
and healing love that Mevlana bestowed during those magical 4 days and 3 nights.
There were no questions or justifications just pure spiritual hospitality of
the highest order...Since, Rumi says:
“Come, come,
whoever you are. Wanderer, worshiper, lover of leaving. It doesn't matter. Ours
is not a caravan of despair. come, even if you have broken your vows a thousand
times. Come, yet again , come , come.”
In Sha Allah I hope one day
to write in detail about my Turkish sojourn...
I lived and worked in Istanbul for 3 glorious months in
late 2008. It was a cross roads in my life because I was working through a
broken relationship, and, unknown to me at the time, I was being prepared for a
new career; teaching...I used to listen to this track all the time...
Towards the end of my stay I discovered that Kazim had
actually died...May Allah continue to bless his soul...Ameen...Suma Ameen...
When you are down in the
dumps or your soul is knotted or when the chips are down or things are going
pear-shaped or when you just want a legal and instantaneous pick me up...Well
wash your face with cold water and recite the following, Quranic verse, from
the depths of your heart...
Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un
'Surely
we belong to Allah and to Him shall we return'. (Surah 2: Verse156)
Since,
Allah promises:
So
remember Me; I will remember you. And be grateful to Me and do not deny Me.
(Surah 2: Verse 152)